Harshu,

I know aap bahut hurt hue ho… and honestly, aapka gussa valid bhi hai mujhe esa mzak nai krna chahiye tha atleast es situation me jhn aapke saath trust build krna tha wahn aur esa mzk krke khrb krliya. Please poora pdhna aur ho ske to please ek last time ache friends ki trh rhenge🥺
Maine jo prank kiya woh funny nahi tha. Mujhe us time laga bas ek silly joke hai, but I didn’t realize ki it can make you feel insecure or aap etna  hurt ho jaoge.🥺🥺
And the last thing I ever wanted was to make you feel that way.

In these 45 days, tum sirf “someone I talk to” nahi bane butt…
AAP meri habit ban gayi.
Meri good morning, meri random updates, meri smile ka reason, meri daily life ka favourite part.🌸❤️

Snap pe random photos bhejna, calls pe bina reason baatein karna, “khaana khaya?”, “kahaan ho?”  ye sab mere din ka best part tha.
And ab jab aap baat nahi kar rahe… sach bolu toh everything feels incomplete🥺

But I also understand ki trust hurt hua hai.
And trust words se nahi, actions se wapas aata hai.

I don’t mean to disturb you, or emotionally pressure you but Harshu I will be very loyal and I will make you smile every second I promise, Mai force ni kr ra but I don’t wanna lose you harshu. Ek last sunlo just as a friendship hi ek last mauka dedo glti sudharne ka mai kbhi bhi esa mzk nai krunga harshu
Bas ek baar genuinely apologize karna tha.
Without ego. Without excuses.

I am really, really sorry Harshu. 🥺

Mai kbhii ese ni krunga mai sb share krunga mai bahut dhyaan rakhunga ek ek cheez ka
Agar time wapas laa sakta, toh woh prank kabhi nahi karta.

I promise you —
No stupid jokes, no things that make you uncomfortable, no hiding things.
Bas honesty, respect, and care.

And honestly…
Even if someday you decide ki relationship nahi possible,
I still don’t want hatred between us.
At least mujhe itna toh allow karo ki tumhari respect aur care life mein hamesha rahe, please unblock krdo and promise mai kbhi bhi kuch ni bolunga. Please🥺

Because you genuinely matter to me. A lot. ❤️

A few things I never said properly 🌸

Aapki voice literally mood theek kar deti thi. Specially that Hihi wali laugh.

Aapki random snaps pura din best bana deti thi.

Aapki overthinking bhi cute lagti thi but I promise kbhi ese nai krunga ki aap preshn ho😭

Aur haan… aapki smile se aapse baat krke nai pta chlta tha time ka bs Ek ache friend ki trh hi rh skte h please?

One last thing…

I know sorry se sab instantly fix nahi hota.
Maybe tumhe time chahiye. Maybe space bhi.
Main respect karunga.

Bas itna yaad rakhna harshu
There’s someone here who genuinely cares for you, misses you badly, and regrets hurting you every single day.

Please take care of yourself, Harshu.
And if possible someday… ek baar call krke talk to me once, I will wait for your call🌸❤️

— The idiot who still waits for your notification 🥺